Jared

2011-11-25T00:08:00.001+08:00

The happiness in the outer me, the sadness in the inner me.

2011-11-22T01:52:00.001+08:00

如果能开开心心过日子就好了
只有你能让我开心。

2011-11-19T00:18:00.001+08:00

Quite disappointed about it but what to do? Really cannot do anything.

路是你选的，我也不能做什么。
算了吧。

2011-11-14T23:53:00.001+08:00

踏出第一步，很想继续，可是现在又失败，要推回一步。

放弃了，走一步看一步吧。

2011-10-24T00:18:00.001+08:00

Schools starting tomorrow, which means I'll start to have a more busy schedule with workload from assignments as well as workload from events that are nearing. Planning phrase etc.

Gona break down very soon if I really cannot handle the workload but I'm strong okay! Well walk 1 path, see 1 path.

Nights!

2011-10-11T01:34:00.001+08:00

Long day ahead gona sleep nights

2011-10-10T04:22:00.001+08:00

A random post dedicated to my family.

I don't know why I'm posting this at such hour but anyway don't think my family will read this.

I don't dare to tell them face to face but just to say I love you dad, mum and bro.

2011-10-08T19:01:00.001+08:00

Damn angry leh when play with noob teammates. Pull the whole team down when you are on spree. Then eventually lose.

Life of playing LoL HAHAH. Schools re opening in 2 weeks time, next week full of events.

Can't wait to know my timetable on 20th hopefully no school on Friday.

Bye!

2011-10-05T03:15:00.001+08:00

Testing Testing Testing

Blogged from iPhone.

2011-10-04T02:09:00.003+08:00

Hiak Hiak!

A day outing with IITSC fellow main coms, went to eat Nihon Mura buffet at Cathay, then went to Katong Teo Heng sing K till 1am, just reached home & home sweet home!

Peektures will do the talking ^^

2011-10-01T02:28:00.004+08:00

Its been a year ever since i last touched blogger.
Look at the post below, 13th October 2010, its 1st October 2011 now haha.

Whatever is in the past, it becomes a history.
I don't even know why i take the step in the past, a mistake probably?
Well it doesn't matter anymore because it is just the history of my life, a little mistake.

Recently life hasn't been well for me, burnt my finger, well perhaps that is a hint to me, to learn my mistake and stop.

Well I've cleared my cbox, to start everything afresh.
Follow me at Twitter: twitter.com/jaredpwns or facebook.com/jaredpwns

Anyway since there's nobody to talk to, why don't I talk to my blog instead, alone.
I dont think there's anyone who will come and read my post since it hasn't been active for a year.
Hahah well idgaf, bye.

2010-10-13T01:09:00.001+08:00

School's reopening soon, sian ttm.

2010-10-07T12:44:00.002+08:00

Life just sucks, face it!

Woke up at 12.30pm today though i slept at 12am ytd. Its like 12 hours of sleep, but know what? Got no choice cz i did not have a nice sleep for 3 days already! Been in the chalet for 3 days 2 nights without having a good sleep = nono. Haha.

I think i must control my spendings already, holyshit. Spent 150 bucks for 3 days, just only 3 days, 150 bucks gone, i also dunno what i spend on sia. Hmm. Yesterday was super hardcore. After the chalet, i went home and rest for less than 2 hours, and i must go out to meet iitsc ordax empire group members for a pinic at marina barrage. So hardcore please. Brought my kite there and met them up at bugis to buy some pinic stuff and food. After that reached marina barrage at about 5pm i guess. First thing i do was to fly my kite, becz im afraid the wind would go down soon as it was about to sunset. But something miracle happen first time in my life, when i let my kite fly, it was like first try and the kite straight away fly alrd, without dropping hahaha.

After that we sing some songs with hui ying playing the guitar. The song that made me emo, "Fall for you" that really brings me back alot of memories. Can't help it but my heart totally sank. After that played truth or dare, and really know alot of secrets haha. At about 8pm, left marina barrage and went to marina square to eat pizza hut with them! And circle line with them and home sweet home :)

2010-09-26T21:38:00.003+08:00

Well, everything good will come to an end, it wont last forever right? Unless you yourself can make things last forever. Lets just take this for an example, a shoe. You just bought a new shoe and you're wearing it everyday, the shoe will eventually be dirty. However, you can still wash it to be clean, washing until the shoe got a hole, and you will just need to dump it away and buy a new pair of shoe.

The example above depicts a relationship in almost all the couple. But for those relationship who lasted for so long, it just means that either of the couple mend the holes in the shoe, to make the relationship going. Its just like mending the heart of one another.

Life has to go on, i see lots of my friends, having a relationship problem whereby they're stuck somewhere else in the life line. Can't move on and stuff, but whats the point of being stuck there? Move on. I can't garuntee that there's much more happiness being single. Its just that there are advantages and disadvantages to be in a relationship. Being single, you can spend on yourself on everything that you wanted. You can have your own freedom, you do not need to care about your another one. But disadvantages of being single, you will feel lonely when your friends and family is not around with you, and stuff. Then what are friends for in a relationship? To me, friends is the one who gives words of encouragement as well as giving a support to the another friend to continue their relationship, and not to ask them to give up on it. Asking them to give up on a relationship is the same like asking them to fail their exams and not studying for it right? Then what i can say is that true friends doesn't exist at all. Your parents are just your advisors in life. They guide you in your life, advising you on stuff. It really depends on wether if you want to take their advise or regret it for life. Yes thats what im facing. I should have listen to their advise in the first place earlier on, so that i wont be regreting about it now. Maybe people have different perspective and thinkings in life, so it really depends on how you treat a relationship.

You reap what you sow, thats how i feel for everything. You will get back what you have done to others, and eventually regret about doing so, but everything is just so in the past, no use for going back, and just move on. :)

2010-08-08T19:24:00.001+08:00

http://www.formspring.me/friedpiggy

2010-07-04T01:10:00.003+08:00

School had just reopened after 2 weeks of breaks.
When one assignment is handed in, another comes out to us, to start again. Poly life. Tsk
Long time nvr blog about my life already, been busy with life.

Anyway really wanted to post about my 17th birthday. Really love you guys alot. Especially baby darling, planned out everything for me, really appreciate that. And to all my friends too, poly friends :) Thanks for the adidas jacket, thanks vny lee for the cookies etc, haha. And that big board which is now placed in my room.

Life is much more brighter and happier being in poly of course, with friends joking around in school everyday. Its much more fun than in secondary school. Because in school everyday, i sure be laughing without fail, its like, live life fullest everyday right, yes im living life fullest everyday now, haha. Thanks to classmates :)

Btw i lost officially about $50 for this year's fifa worldcup, thanks to kelong refree and teams? i guess so. Bet a match, lose a match. Bet another match, lose another match. No win at all, or can i say totally no luck :(!

Anyway its like 3 more days from now, to a year anniversary with sotong baby, Haha. Are you ready!? Jk :P

Bye!

2010-05-20T20:44:00.000+08:00

Im SICK.
Flu
Fever (37.8 degree)
Sorethroat

And term test is coming soon, next few weeks ~.~

2010-05-06T19:51:00.000+08:00

Photo of some of the c255 + seniors.

Everyone got wet in this photo. As we were preparing for the waterbombs for tmr ccn day in tp, we were playing the water bombs haha, everyone got wet, fun day. :)

2010-04-30T21:34:00.000+08:00

Hey yes! School had started. Everything goes smoothly for the first 2 week of school, except for lectures, which makes me wana dream of alice. Wait, dont think wrong, alice is a girl in the animation program, *inside joke* hahaha. Anyway school was fun with friends, kinda fun in a way as i can bully someone in school, lolol.

Joined tpsu as cca, which is the temasek poly student union, but haven receive detail to go for interview yet, aww. Waiting for iitsc to have their own cca recruitment drive, then i will sure go apply for it, as i wanted to be a orientation leader if i could next year! HAHA.

Alright, next week is 3rd week of school alrd, and ccn day is coming, which is on the 7th of may, celebrating temasek poly 20th year anniversary, haha. Cya.

2010-04-11T00:07:00.003+08:00

Today darling came to my house at around 2pm+ then we went to escape theme park at around 3pm+ Took bus 21 there from my house, reach there at about 4pm. Walked to escape theme park then went in. Firstly, took the kite flyer, after that went into the haunted house etc.

The rides i took there:
- Kite Flyer
- Haunted House
- Ferris Wheel- Wild & Wet
- Family Coaster
- Carnival Games- Go Kart.

I specially love the wild and wet as well as the go kart, for the wild and wet, me alone go and take the ride as darling dont dare to, and i got extremly wet cz i play it 2 times, haha. And we play the go kart 2 times too, as its fun, driving, hehe.

At around 7.45, went to ehub to get my havaianas, darling paid for it as she wanted to buy for me something, haha. After that went to arcade while waiting for my dad to come and fetch us for dinner. At around 8.30, my dad came and fetch us, then went back home to fetch mum and then went off to common wealth area for dinner. After dinner, dad drove darling home, and i fetch darling go up, after that home sweet home.
Pictures editted below ^^

2010-04-09T00:10:00.002+08:00

Strangers -> Friends -> Close Friends -> Stead -> Strangers.

I trust you, but the problem is, do your friends know their limits?

2010-03-27T13:04:00.002+08:00

Yesterday night 7pm went to coffee bean at century square with cliques again, then sit there and discuss about chalet stuff till 9+, then went to meet darling to collect ring from here and home sweet home haha.

2010-03-24T13:59:00.002+08:00

First time edited the photo which is located above, Haha.

Anyway yesterday baked cookie with darling. Firstly, we went out to fairprice at bedok, opposite damai primary which is my last time primary school. Then we went there to buy cookie ingredients but then dont have much variety of it. In the end went to bedok central sheng song buy the cookies ingredients Haha.After that took bus 60 back home, then firstly try out baking cookies. Set the mircowave for 15 minutes. At about 8 minutes later, we can smell something is burning from my kitchen at my room, then i quickly rush out to the kitchen, only to find out that the cookie is burned, chaota hahaa. After that quickly take out, and try again. Set to 5 minutes, and the cookie is just nice, soft and crispy. Its chocolate chip cookies anyway.
After making about 60 of them, darling mix all the ingredients again, but then for the 2nd try of the ingredients, it fail, cause darling wana try out the new recepie but then fail haha, so no choice but to pour away all the things and then gave up eventually cz its about 6+ alrd.

After that darling play gunbound at my laptop while i sleep then she took a candid picture of me sleeping -.- Then my mum cooked dinner and darling ate at my house. After that she taught me how to use photoscape to edit photos. After that send her to eunos mrt and she went home.
Pictures below:

Gonexz.

2010-03-21T23:41:00.000+08:00

Someone ask me out please. Im rotting at home.

2010-03-18T23:09:00.002+08:00

Im rotting at home these few days.
Really getting bored.
But the good news is, in 1 months time, i'll be going into temasek poly! (woohoo)
Then there's orientation camp from april 14th to 16th, 3 days 1 night camp. Sigh.. I hate staying overnight at camps, cz its like, so troublesome. Need bring clothes etc. Then carry things here and there.

Ok to be honest, i dont love to carry heavy things, nor willing to suffer and make my bone turn worst, the degree, you know hehe. I go out empty handed, except sometimes carrying a bag with my hoodie inside, or else empty handed, only with my handphone and my wallet. Im a simple guy, aint i? Hehe.

These few days have been re-playing games that i did not touched for a few years ago, like gunbound,rakion,neopets. Which im currently hacking neopoints in neopets and i only play the stock market section in neopets, haha. As for rakion, i finally got back my lvl 81 Bs account, its like, yay. Haha.

Alright enough of it, bye!

2010-03-15T01:33:00.001+08:00

Im still awake at this time LOL.

2010-03-14T00:43:00.000+08:00

Came back from changi airport terminal 2 from dinner at Sakae Sushi.
Today dinner was a totally confused thingy. LOL.
You see ah, firstly, planned to go ikea eat for dinner. As there were alot of people, my parents change their mind, to decide to go toa payoh eat the timz restaurant, the steak with lobster. However while travelling there, my aunt called, and my dad changed his mind again, and i suggested him to go swensens for dinner. We then fetched my aunt, then went off to changi airport swensens as it was already 9.30 and only changi airport swensens is available for 24 hours. When we reach changi airport, swensens is flooded with people. The queue like got 20+ people infront then we changed our mind, to wangzai restaurant, which is located just beside sakae sushi at terminal 2. However, when looking through the wangzai menu, my dad changed his mind again, and we went to eat sakae instead. Then finally settled down at sakae for dinner LOL.

Ate until around 11.30 with them, then dad paid bill while i went to the terminal 2 toilet, which is located behind sakae, so far. Like damn quiet lor, but then i just go haha. Then came back from toilet, see the bill, $114. Then went to see aeroplane with my cousin's daughter and all, and travel home.

While travelling home, my parents and i saw a bright red colour light blinking in the sky -.- In the car while travelling. The red colour thingy was like blinking in the sky, like red clouds blinking and suddenly the colour gone, Haha. Wondered what was that, ufo? or maybe cause it is about to rain. Haha.

Then right now at home chatting with friends at skype ~.~

P.S: Darling ahhhhhhh, dont dream of nightmares okay, i wish you dream of my face when you're sleeping peacefully ;p

Toodles.

2010-03-12T20:02:00.002+08:00

After the rain, the sun will start to shine :)

Anyway today darling came to my house, right after her school, haha. Then buy lunch and bought her as well. After that as she eat her horfun very slowly, i played a round of dota with friends, while she is eating. But then while playing halfway she eat finish alrd, then sat beside me and stare at me play dota. Then im like, feeling so bad, nvr entertain her instead of playing games, haha. But then she fell asleep at my bed afterwards ~.~

At around 6.20, wake her up, cz she need to go celebrate her aunt's birthday at IMM, then around 6.40 went off to take bus to eunos interchange, she buy for me and herself bubbletea while i went to POSB and withdraw money, after that send her off to mrt while i went home taking bus Haha.

And now im at home blogging this, while having a mild headache. Was having a bad headache in the bus just now for dunno what reason. And super duper damn tired now ~.~ Haha.

Alright toodles.

2010-03-08T23:25:00.001+08:00

As long as you know what you're doing, i dont mind :)

2010-03-07T22:26:00.003+08:00

我看开了:')

2010-03-04T18:59:00.000+08:00

Its weird that i dont blog about my personal life, but instead, i blog about quotes, pictures, and about my emotions. I like!

2010-03-04T10:35:00.001+08:00

what are you doing all this for?

2010-02-28T23:12:00.003+08:00

You decide on the path that you wish to go.
Everything is in your own hands, its you yourself who control your mind, your brain and your heart.
As for me, i have decided to ignore on all the things that causes me to be unhappy, i know that im so called running away from the fact, but i got no choice. I got to do this just to be happy.

From another point of view, its you yourself to see if you want to affect others, to either make them happy or sad, everything is on your control. No one else can control you. Even if someone wanted to hurt their love ones, families or friends, they choose to do that. Its what they wanted to do, and no one can stop them. Just like when a mental guy wants to kill someone, you can't stop him, unless you are a very strong talker who could talk over him.

Words from humans are very powerful, they can affect others and oneself.

2010-02-27T23:34:00.000+08:00

2010-02-26T08:51:00.004+08:00

I dont know what to say anymore.
I could only feel that your love was a lie.
I should'nt have believe it long ago. I felt cheated. I knew that im not important to you and you will only need me when you need some entertainment.
I can't really differentiate whats true while whats fake on everything that you say.
Im lost.

M.I.A

Gone from the wind...

2010-02-25T13:24:00.001+08:00

2010-02-24T09:18:00.000+08:00

2010-02-22T13:24:00.003+08:00

Pictures below describes on how i feel exactly :)

2010-02-22T09:35:00.002+08:00

Jealousy sucks.
"Know your limits, dont go overboard."

2010-02-21T11:31:00.001+08:00

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2010-02-17T09:47:00.012+08:00

I,Love,You.

2010-02-16T17:54:00.001+08:00

"I will have less to worry about if i dont care about it."

Firstly, Happy Chinese New Year 2010 as well as happy valentines day as well as happy total defence day, which happens yesterday 12.05pm haha. I was in the mrt on the way to meet darling, then when the mrt door open at clementi, i hear the total defence alarm, i was thinking, how come got fire drill alarm on cny, then i thought that got terrorist, LOL JK. And i only realised that it was total defence day when i see my watch, the date 15th feb, haha.

Chinese new year, bad year for rooster to gamble ah, lol. Lose alot of money ley, :( Huat pls. $$$$.

"Sometimes i just wonder why should i care, the more i care, the more i make things worse. I might as well suffer alone myself and keep everything to myself, cause you dont really care."

2010-02-12T22:52:00.002+08:00

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2010-02-10T14:05:00.000+08:00

i spend my weekdays counting down to the weekend.
i spend my daytimes counting down to the nighttime.
i spend my minutes counting down to a new hour.
i spend all of my time counting time, wasting time.

2010-02-09T09:46:00.001+08:00

Wtf pls.

When i was checking the smrt mrt fares, from eunos > yewtee, i got to pay $1.77. Same goes to yewtee > eunos, it cost another $1.77.

How great, a trip to yewtee and back to eunos will alrd cost me $3.44 and i can eat a meal with that amount alrd LOLL. Im so poor :(

I wonder when will i pick up a pile of $50 on the floor while walking, HAHA. Tomorrow going ricky house to have steamboat with the same old clique at school.

Argh and im so tired now.

2010-02-06T13:18:00.001+08:00

This is funny haha.

2010-02-05T09:02:00.004+08:00

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2010-02-01T09:39:00.002+08:00

"I dont care if barney is fierce in this picture, but he is still purple and gay!"

HAHAHAHA @ my above quote. LOL. Alright today, another monday :( And i hate monday, cause its the most difficult day that i could ever wakeup to go to work. Counting down, 17 days to go to work, before i dont need to work. Im counting down every working day :(

Oh ya, yesterday, my dad bought kfc, 3 piece chicken, and then when we reach home, we found out that there's only 2 piece in the box, then my dad called the kfc management, and complain about it. The management was damn funny, they would not mind sending a piece of chicken delivered to my house LOL. Then my dad told them that he dont want to trouble them just because of 1 piece of chicken, deliver back to my house, hahaha so he just forget about it.
And yesterday around 3pm, went to junlong's house to play mahjong, played like about few hours, win 50 cents only haha. And junlong's mum gave angpao to me and weifeng, and also thanks junlong for the bubblegum that you bought for me when u go to malaysia on that day ^^

Oh ya damn, today early in the morning when i tap my ezlink card, i heard the adult fare sound, only 1 toot. Then i tap again, and found out that there write entry ok. When i alighted from the bus, from bedok to orchard, the fare was like omfg, $1.31. LOL. From 44 cents to $1.31? wtf. Then if i go home, it will cost me about $2.62 a day to work, omg so expensive -.- I called my mum immediately to tell her about it when i alighted from the bus to go to work. She say she will help me tell my dad, and claim from him my bus fare hehe. But anyway also left 17 days to work nia, so its okay. But can you imagine the differences, from 1 day 88 cents, to become $2.62 -.- Okok enough of that, screw SBS. Now i know why those poly students are so angry about it. Cause ITE and JC students need not pay for adult fare, whereas poly students need to pay for adult fare. And they are all born in the same year, like wtf. So whats the differences? a 17 year old paying 44 cents, while another 17 year old paying 69 cents? what the shit.

Okok, enough of it, bye.

2010-01-29T11:01:00.002+08:00

"Hi darling, marry me pls, JK LOL."

THANK GOD ITS FRIDAY! (TGIF!) Yaye finally today is friday, and also the last day of work for this month, and also pay day today i guess hehehe. Tomorrow going for backbone appointment checkup at health promotion board, hope everything goes well, and hope that i dont need to wear braces for my bone, omg it hurts, as heard from darling saying her friend got wear. And also going to darling house tomorrow to help her paint her room ~.~ Finally weekend is comingxz!

Bye.

2010-01-28T09:38:00.003+08:00

"It takes 2 to tango."

Took pictures using the mac computer in the office, to try out the effects just now! Haha and it looks uber cool, cause of the different effects the mac photo booth offers. Anyway too few pictures and gona upload here and i had alrd upload in fb alrd, haha.

Anyway today is such a tired day! Cause darling ytd come my house, and then had dinner with her. She suck all my energy away, cause she rape me ytd! :(! JK LOL. Dont think wrong k. I think cause i dont have enough sleep, which cause my pimple to be back again, omgxz. And yay, today is thursday alrd, and tmr is finally friday. But today, im quite lonely alrd, cause my cousin siewping, got into M.I and ytd is her last day of work at OFS cause today her school start alrd :( No more going out with her during lunch time, and no more of her accompany-ing me to shop for stuff anymore, im so lonely and sad :( LOL

Alright enough said, uploading the pictures ^^.

2010-01-27T11:40:00.002+08:00

MOE: JARED LEE JIALE, you are posted to TEMASEK POLY, CYBER & DIGITAL SECURITY (T15) under 2010 JAE.

Cya all in temasek poly school of information technology (I.T) LOLLLL. Actually im not sad that im in this course, as all along, before o lvl even started, i had decide that i wanted to go this course alrd, haha, cause i love computer stuff. I dont think i made the wrong choice though, cause dennis told me i got future in this course, :S and, its the course that i prefer to go, hahaha even though i think this course is placed 5th or 6th in my JAE choice list, its one of my fav, cause those infront my 1st to 4th, its all the choice that the points is lower than what i got. So hahaha, cya in school of i.t, here i comeeeeeee to prevent hackers! Keke.

2010-01-26T12:20:00.003+08:00

"Most important person in my life, of cause if Vanessa tay sotong!"

Well, today same old daily routine, woke up early in the morning, bath, sleep on bed awhile, eat breakfast and then walk down to bus stop and go to work again. Once again, counting down of 22 more days before i officially quit my job! Hahaha. Anyway eaten my lunch just now at the canteen and i find it quite funny.

- Me: Sphagette, 1 can of h20, and 5 nuggets ($3)
- Student: 1 bowl of corn, 10 nugget and 1 bottle of plain water ($7)

Hahaha, im so pro.

Oh ya, tmr will be the day where we know which course we will be going to which course alrd, haha goodluck to all and hope u all can go to the course u guys wanted to go, goodluck to myself too ;p

Anyway cya.

2010-01-25T11:18:00.006+08:00

"It takes two hands to clap and also 2 straws to fold into a strawheart."

I guess im in the mood to blog everyday, haha cause im bored now in the office :( So do remember to visit my blog now everyday if possible, cause this blog is once again backxz alive!
Anyway found a interesting quote from sissy's blog.

"A guy has a crush on a girl. He follows her wherever she goes.

Girl: Why do you keep on following me?
Boy: Because you’re so pretty and I think I’m falling in love with you.
Girl: Really? But you haven’t met my friend yet. She’s prettier than me and she’s right behind you.
Boy: (Looks behind but finds no one) Are you making fun of me? There’s no one behind me.
Girl: No, but if you really love me, you wouldn’t look back."

Isn't that meaningful? But then i disagree with that, cause it may be out of curiosity sometimes to find out whose behind you, right? Hehe.

Anyway today is monday, and im back to workxz! Mondays blue! Boohoo. 4 more days to friday :( Im always hoping for friday everyday, except weekends, cause friday marks the start of weekends which means i can meet darling, and also rest at home and sleep till 11+. And i hate Sunday, cause it means that the next day, its time to work :( TTM!! :( And again counting down to friday -_-. Anyway this week, 27th will be knowing which poly im heading to, and this friday, 29th, payday, saturday, backbone checkup + going darling's house to paint the walls :O, and no more plans alrd, until next week. Feb is coming soon, which means, cny and valentines day is coming, onoz, but can't really celebrate cny, due to my grandma who pass away last year :(

Oh ya, and im staring at darling's baby photo everyday, u know, boomz. Cause its too cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee like wtf! Hahaha, alright ciaos.

2010-01-24T01:09:00.002+08:00

"Happy till cannot sleepxz!"

Hello, its 1.13am now and im updating my blog, idk why im feeling so happy? or whatever its called, no mood to sleep leh, idk why, hahaha. Anyway i shall blog about today! Left house at 1.20pm cause darling ask me to meet her at eunos at 1.30. Then when i was in the bus on the way to eunos mrt, darling told me she still in simei ite, i was like wth and i told her i will take mrt to tampines mrt instead to wait for her there. When i reach there, she was like, waiting for hillary cause hillary got a last minute meeting then i waited at tampines mrt from 1.30 to 2.30. Heng i got buy the newpaper, can read and pass time fast lol, if not i do be damn bored. After that about 2.30, darling and hillary came, and we then went to darling's house via mrt from tampines to yewtee. After arriving at yewtee mrt, buy lunch first, then walk to darling's house. Ate lunch there and then darling's mum was like, keep suaning darling and joking around, me and hillary was like laughing until full, cannot continue to eat HAHA. After that hakim came, and then was about 4.30 alrd. Then me and hakim and darling's dad carried 2 shelves from darling's house to the garbage area below, heng darling stay at 2nd floor only if not carry till die. The 2nd shelf was abit tough, cause it was like the height too high lol. While pushing, darling's dad got injured, blueblack, caused by the 2nd shelf if im not wrong, my finger the skin also got teared by the 2nd shelf ~.~ After that, rested for awhile and then me and hakim clean their photo albums, while hillary and darling cleaned the cds. After that hillary and hakim went home, left me and darling. Darling's mum then suddenly ask if im her bf, and then say, "be honest to me uh" haha. And then we admitted, and her mum say, just behave yourself, i was like er, im a goodboy okay! LOL. And then i went to shower and then darling shower. When darling is showering, her mum showed me darling's baby picture, omg damnnnnnnnnnn cute. And her mum gave me 2 of her cute baby photo and she told me that i will be cheer up by that 2 photo when im sad hahaha, i agree! After that also saw some of darling's toot toot photo LOLL, the bowl hair picture LOL!!! Okay after that use her laptop and then we went out to lot1. Walked with darling's parent from her house till around mrt there, and then took mrt to lot1. Watched toothfairy movie till 9+. Damn the popcorn damnnnnnn Big sia, then cannot eat finish. Guess what, our dinner = popcorn + pepsi only HAHAHA. After the movie, send darling back to her house and saw her dad, cause i was told by darling's mum that i had to send her home after the movie cause the time is about 9+ alrd, and i scared darling got raped by some bangalas there or etc LOL JK. Haha anyway darling's dad so kind, ask me if i need him to accompany me to mrt, haha of cause i decline, cause im a man! Keke not baby like darling hor? HAHAHA. After that walked back to mrt and then sms darling. I got super long legs pls, thats why i walk fast back to mrt hehehe. After that bought mr.bean pancake and soymilk at eunos mrt and head home. I was like WOW cause my parents bought durians! Hehehe. And i din know darling dont like durians but her parents like, oooo. Alright and webcam with darling and now posting my blog keke.

Today is the first time, after months that i posted a long post and a happy one, thanks to darling's baby cute photo and her mum for giving me that 2 photos, haha thanks aunty! Goodnight!

2010-01-22T12:13:00.001+08:00

Folding strawhearts everydayyyyyyyy!

2010-01-21T10:16:00.000+08:00

Im bored, everyday at office watch criss angel mindfreak video. In 3 days, i watch about 36 video alrd, hahaha. Tell me what to doooooooooo. Im so lonely.

2010-01-19T09:02:00.004+08:00

There's new challenges everyday for us, and i believe there are just obstacles that god gave us to overcome it. (Which i just face one early in the morning, and i totally dont really care if you noticed. -.-)
Nothing to be afraid of, as i know, it will stay with me forever as promised, but what if, its empty promises?

Help me! Im so tired!

Hah, and i want more barcadi breeze peach, cz it makes me so warmmmm.

2010-01-18T20:15:00.001+08:00

Im so tired, but i can only get a good sleep on weekends :(

2010-01-16T23:33:00.002+08:00

:')

2010-01-14T20:34:00.004+08:00

"I want to be back to positive(+) again!"

I realized that, its not worth to keep suffering alone, when no one could feel for me(even you). That is why i have decided to stay positive from today onwards, and not to worry for anything, anymore. As what i have told siewping about it, i will "Kan Kai" yi dian alrd. Im just making myself suffer if i think about negative things, so, why should i worry or care so much for? Instead, i should think positive and look forward everyday and not worrying. One day, perharps, If anything goes wrong, i could only just continue my journey, and not stop there. See, i told you i have kan kai already :) I told myself that, "I've did my best, perhaps, its your turn now."

Anyway these few days, had been busy helping the bookshop at OFS, as the students had just came back from their holiday, on 11th of jan. It was real crazy in the bookstore. Its like fighting war with humans LOLL. I think im growing thin soon, cz nowadays i keep going in the bookstore, topping up books, running in and out, refilling stocks, etc. Seriously, i perspire in the aircon room itself -.- But then after few days of doing that, im familiar with everything in the bookshop alrd, even cashering. Oh ya, and i had learn how to laminate stuff, its damn difficult for me at first, cz i had to laminated small pieces of paper all in a laminating sheet. But then, i learn a easy method alrd, hahaha. Hopefully, i think i need not go to the bookshop tmr anymore.

Oh ya, and today, im a so called "teacher". LOL!! Cause my cousin and few other colleagues were asked to mark the student's preview test paper. Then mark and mark and mark. And also did data entry, key in the student's mark into the computer system. Quite boring but fun though, looking at those students who fail badly or some, wonderful results, haha. Thats all for today, and tmr, its finally friday~ Rest time!

2010-01-14T10:11:00.000+08:00

Submitted JAE Form A yesterday. Hope my first choice will be approved by TP.

Finally tomorrow is friday!

2010-01-12T21:49:00.000+08:00

" Promise yourself to be so strong that nothing can disturb your peace of mind.
Look at the sunny side of everything & make your optism come true.
Think only of the best, work only for the best & expect only the best.
Forget the mistakes of the past & press on the greater achivements of the future.
Give so much time to the improvement of yourself that you have no time to criticize others.
Live in the faith that the whole world is on your side as long as you are true to the best that is in you. "

- Christian D. Larson (Jared Lee)

2010-01-11T09:55:00.004+08:00

2010-01-10T12:53:00.001+08:00

GCE O Level Results out on monday, (11th Jan 2010, 2pm)

Damn its making my heart beat more faster than usual, omg screw it T.T

Less than about 25 more hours to take the results?

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2010-01-06T22:39:00.010+08:00

I find these quotes meaningful.
P.S: All are quoted from sissy's tumblr.

2010-01-06T22:05:00.006+08:00

2010-01-05T21:13:00.002+08:00

"Have been walking together, holding hands, since 070709"
"I Promise to be with you, means i will."
To Vanessa Sotong Darling:

Yes, I Promise to:
- Be with you forever, not letting it go easily.
- Hold your hands forever, walking with you through every obstacles that we face.
- Be your shelter in the heavy rain.
- End your sufferings.
- Be a good boy and bully you as much as i can.
- Being by your side everyday without fail (Unless i die one day.)
- Everything that will not hurt you anymore.

2010-01-05T21:09:00.002+08:00

"I want to be the most happiest kid ever after!"

Yes! I wana be the most happiest kid ever after on earth! I've just made a promise to darling! (Even though deep in my heart, im still worrying alot of things).

2010-01-04T22:50:00.001+08:00

Perhaps, im always wrong, im always at the fault, im always the one who are to blame.

2010-01-04T18:33:00.008+08:00

I dont know why, when i need you the most, yet, you leave me alone.
I dont know why, when i need the most care from you, you leave me alone.
I dont know why, when i was in this state, all i needed was more care and love from you, but instead, i received none.
I dont know if i exist in your life.
Perhaps, i find myself too serious into this. Im sorry if im too serious in it, but whats done is done, nothing can be changed. When there's a wound, after it had been healed, there's still a scar, left deep inside my heart.
Now i know, how love can toture myself.
Im speechless again. :/
I hope that after you read this, you will wakeup, if not, i really got nothing much to say anymore, and i dont want to force myself to the limits of the end, i know its harsh to do that, but u leave me with no choice.
Even my cousin says that "You're my gf, how can you talk to me like that", i could only just smile at them silently.

Now, the only thing i want from you, is that hope you could wakeup, and change into another new person, with a good attitude, treating me as the what i should supposed to be treated, and not like the current you. I know that im demanding alot, but its okay, cz i could not take it anymore.

Im glad that i got a godsister yesterday, whom i can share all my troubles with her, to lessen my loads.

2010-01-03T11:35:00.006+08:00

"All i want from you, is your presence of staying with me forever."

Hi there. My blog is almost dead already, haha. Cz i lazy post about it, thats why there had been no recently post since 18th december. Christmas is over, as well as the new year. Next major event is valentines day which falls on 14th feb, as as the chinese new year. (So cool.) Anyway went out with darling these few days together, had fun with her. Im cherishing all the time that im together with her, cause her school will be starting tomorrow, which im worrying quite much, cz she had been posted to macperson ite T.T . Hope the 2 years she had there will be enjoyable and hope time pass quickly for her.

25th December 2009 (Christmas day):

Darling went to my house early in the morning, because i had another christmas gift box for her, though she already gotten her giant eeyore back home, which is her first christmas present, and she's coming to my house to get her 2nd present. She came down to my house at around in the noon, as she had curch in the morning. Then after that we went to suntec for movie, catching the show planet 51 if im not wrong, sorry stm. After that went to have dinner at swensens, and then went home.

31st December 2009 (New year's eve) - 1st Jan 2010:

Oh its new year eve. I got half day from work, and went to darling's house to fetch her as she just came back from macperson ite from buying uniform etc and she still did not packup her things yet, cz she will be staying overnight at my house. She told me to go to her house first, as she thinks that she will be late. Mrt-ed to yewtee, and she met me at yew tee interchange. After that i went to buy my lunch and went over to darling's house and eat our lunch there. After that use her laptop and slept on her bed for awhile, cz i was damn tired after carrying computers in ofs -.- Hmm then after that she went to shower and we went out at around 3.30. Took mrt from chua chu kang to eunos, and we went back to my house to put down her things. Reached my house at around 5.10pm and then she used my laptop while i rest and sleep for awhile. Then asked my mum to buy for us dinner and then i went to bath.At around 9pm, we took bus 21 down to downtowneast for countdown! We reached there quite early still, so we decided to went to the arcade to play some games, and then went down to downtowneast D'marquee or w/e its spelled and waited, we find alot of people hands holding the party string spray, so we decided to buy them as well, haha and found out that its only $1 per can, so we bought 4 cans, each person 2. Darling keep bully me pls, spray me first -.- After that went to macdonalds to buy a large ice milo, cz im thirsty mwhaha. Then we seated at some shop front, the stairs there and waited. It was about 11.50pm soon and we decided to stand up and wait. After that we heard alot of people shouted happy new year, and there was even no sound of countdown, then everyone was like spraying the string thingy, haha. I pity the cleaners there, they keep sweeping and sweeping the strings and yet people continue to spray the string thingy, and there's 1 family i saw, who bought 1 whole box of snow spray LOL!!!!!. After that we decided to went back to the arcade after the countdown cz my tapz card still got leftover value. Played arcade till 1am, cz its closing, and then went down to the bus stop infront of downtowneast. I checked that the last bus time for bus 21 is around 12+ then the time was already 1am, so bobian we take cab back to my house. But then when we're on the way back, i saw bus 21 -.- wtf i din know bus timing also got extend, anyway its okay, since we're already in the cab. After that alighted at my blk opposite and cross the road, back to my house. I went to bath first, after that darling went to bath. Then at almost 2am we then sleep, cz darling say hair must dry first, haha. Then at around 6.30am, darling kept on pinching to her nose, and then i dunno why i auto wakeup, and she use her finger to write on my arm, T-I-S-S-U and i knw she wanted tissue already, then i went out and take tissue to her, and din know she nose bleed -.- After that i bring her to my toilet, to stop her nose bleed, and yet cannot, she was bleeding alot omg, then i put ice in the towel and put on her head but her nose still continue bleeding. Bobian i asked my parents to wakeup, and my mum change to water putting onto her head while my dad pat her head using the water. After that my dad make sugar water for her, and when her bleed stop, she drank the sugar water. After that i then know that my elbow had hit darling's nose when im sleeping, i also kicked her and squash her, omg sorry darling. Then after that wake up in the morning or i mean afternoon around 1pm plus and then bath etc and then we went out to at around 3+ to somerset 313 to uniqulo cz i wanted to buy a new hoodie there. Then i bought 1 black hoodie from there which cost $19.90. Darling also wana buy the yellow hoodie but all XL, dont have her size, haha. After that went down to lot1 and played arcade for awhile and then as darling need to go off around 7+, i went off too, and went dinner with my parents.

2nd Jan:

Decided to meet darling again, hehe cz i scared when she start her ite, she will be damn busy already :( . I went to her place to meet her again, we met at yew tee mrt and then took bus to bukit gombak at chua chu kang interchange. Played 4 rounds of bowling there, i pwn her 3 rounds keke. After bowling, it was about 5+ then we went to lot1 again, played arcade there and then at around 6.45 we went to pasta mania and had our dinner there. After that walked around lot1 and then decided to head home, as we wanted to online early and webcam too. Haha.

And today is the 3rd of jan, last day for all students, especially darling. Worried for her as she will be starting her ite tomorrow hais. Hope nothing will happen to her :( Goodluck everyone :)

2009-12-18T19:06:00.003+08:00

CHRISTMAS IS COMING!
CHRISTMAS IS COMING!
CHRISTMAS IS COMING!
CHRISTMAS IS COMING!
CHRISTMAS IS COMING!

Kekeke, Christmas is coming! And i want alot of presents pls. I shall list it one by one below, and see if any kind hearted human beings will be willingly to make my wish come true pls ):

Christmas Wish:
- A new hoodie either from Uniqulo/Penisular!
- More shirts/tops
- Extreme makeover of my hair! (Going to dye + cut this saturday)
- Be a good boy every year and not make my parents worry! (Wait, im a goodboi alrd. LOL!!)
- Continue to be a pro everyday and pwn ppl! (im alrd pwning ppl, so its okay.)
- And everything that a pro guy like me can use. LOL!!

Alright, secret lovers/stalkers/gay partner/friends/closefriends/bestfriends/noobfriends/boyfriends/girlfriends/ghost/human/god/dog/pets/fish/whatever pls bless my wish will come true kk. LOLLLLLL! k bye!

All i want for christmas, is youuuuuuuuu~

2009-12-16T21:31:00.007+08:00

I want to cut my hair.
I want to cut my hair.
I want to cut my hair.
I want to cut my hair.
I want to cut my hair.

Nothing much to post, but i shall just briefly blog something lor, nothing must also blog something! Hehe. Anyway this friday cousin weijie and darling going to get back n level results, a BIG AND RADDD AND LOUD GOODLUCK TO THEM!

Alright, then nothing much to post about alrd, haha. Maybe gona dye my hair to mocha brown this sunday, after cutting my hair. Omg i still don't know how do i want my hair to be cut sia. Should i either cut away my fringe/side burn/behind to be shorter, or what, just only trim it, before dyeing my hair. But i think i shall only trim it, haha.

Anyway life had been boring these few days, cause of working everyday, and could'nt spend my weekdays with darling x.x But i have found out something, whereby i had learn alot of stuff while working, haha. Working expericnce though. Learning how to wrap books (Thats why i know how to wrap christmas stuff for darling ;p) , learning how to coordinate with all my work-mates, etc. I also realised that i had start to find going to work enjoying, haha don't know why. Lets see... Now, i realised that many of my friends could'nt find a job, whereas im quite fortunate to be working now, with a nice pay, instead of complaining, i should be enjoying and working hard. Also, when i work, i got pay, when i never work, i got no pay. No pay means no money and no money means no money to go out to spend it with darling, so instead of complaining, i should appreciate everything that i have now, haha. Though im tired from work everyday -.-

Christmas and new year is coming, those days that i have been waiting for, its like only few weeks more, hah. Especially new year's eve, i'll probably be spending the whole day with darling, like finally, cz maybe after going countdown with darling, she will come my house and sleep till tmr morning, and we continue to go out and shop. But not much interesting with christmas, cz darling's mum restricted her from going out ~.~ However, i still like christmas, cz got holiday! Means no work HAHAHA!

Hmm, it seems like i have post alot for this post, you guys who are reading my blog, must be surprised how come im posting a long post, cz all my previous post are craps ;p

Oh ya. I almost forgotten something. Anyway met up with darling on monday, she first came to my house, and then ltr in the afternoon we went out to my primary school there, cz i sprained my neck, wanted to go to the chinese sinsei shop there to ask them to twist my neck, but it was closed from 6dec to 20th pls, hais. (I think got darling follow me go thats why the shop close, the sinsei dw see her face, HAHA.) Then after that went to eat lunch, and bus-ed to bedok central polyclinic to see doctor for my sprained neck. I was damn dumb and awkard pls, cz it was the first time that i went to a polyclinic to see doctor, lol. After that registered and then went in to see the doctor(The doctor's room was number 7, omg, so coincidence, cz on monday is me and darling's 5th month, 7/12/09 HAHA). Then we went to the pharmacy to collect my medicine. (To think that we waited for about 45 minutes, cz i thought that they will auto send my medicine require to the pharmacy from the doctor there, but in the end need put the paper into the basket, then waited blankly for 30 minutes until the pro jared found out that the medicine list paper are require to be put into the basket for medicine collection). After that paid money and darling follow me back to my house again. After that went out again and i accompanied darling home back to yew tee point to have our dinner at hong kong cafe, (i love the baked rice pls) and then went to pasar malam buy some food to be brought home, and home sweet home.

Oh ya, some photos tooked in office using the mac computer by cousin siewping, keke. Took during lunch time k, not eating snake!

Kk no more of me being wordy, Bye

SHALALAS VANNN [ : (LOL!!!!!)

2009-12-06T18:10:00.002+08:00

Happy 5th Monthsary Vanessa Darling! ;p

2009-12-05T13:33:00.008+08:00

Nobody can really understand me, give me a break.

How i wish i dont exist in this world, free of problems.

2009-11-24T23:06:00.001+08:00

Tired,Exhausted & Dead.

2009-11-23T20:24:00.005+08:00

Hi, long time no post alrd, cz everyday come back from work lazy to blog, too tired, HAHA.

Alright i shall only post on what happen ytdxz. Ytd darling met me below my hse bus stop at abt 2pm then i went down and we went to take bus 15 tgt to ecp, then rent the bike for 3 hrs, h3h3. After that went cycling, then when cycle less than 10 mins, darling bang me alrd, she damn evil, make my leg red due to her banging her bike onto me, ewew, evil LOL!! After that went to buy drinks before continue cycling. Then cycle for abt 1 hr we went to a place to rest, and then after 1 hr cycle back to the bike shop to return the bike. After that took bus 15 to parkway, darling treat me sakae, like finally, she owe me this treat long time ago since the day before o lvl start, she say she wana treat me alrd HAHA. Then took some pictures inside the restaurant. I also randomly took some snapshots of darling inside HAHAHA, too bad ;p Wowxz and darling ate alot pls, order all those raw and seafood stuff, and she asked me to taste raw salmon with wasabi, then i jus try abit, it was like so jelly, HAHA. And it was so cohicnidence that our table number was 07, which was the day me and darling were together LOL. Haha then after eating, we went to timezone at the top level of parkway but then darling wearing school p.e shorts, cnt go in, so we decided to go to my hse. Took a cab opposite parkway to my house. When we reach there, my mum still at home, then darling very shy to face my mum HAHA. After that darling use my laptop go fb etc, then ltr when we gone off, my mum chatted with her abit, then till today my mum still tell me say she like darling veh much, like can communicate well with each other LOLLL. Okay then after that me and darling went off, i accompanied her to eunos mrt, then i went backxz home, hehe.

Thanks darling for the sakae sushi treat! Pictures below ;p

2009-11-18T18:40:00.005+08:00

Just started working ytd, so tiring alrd, hands n arms are aching after all the library stuff n scanning -.-

Perharps, nobody can understand me. Im so emotional these few days.

2009-11-13T09:45:00.001+08:00

"O Level is Over!"

Just posting something that i saw in someone's blog.

Some people are blessed ,but some are not. They're called the less fortunate.
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A sec 1 boy had lost his father,due to cancer.
His mother wasn't educated,so work as a cleaner.
Hence there's a finacial flow problem.
Everything seem so unfortunate for their whole family.
Because of this,the boy started working.
To start earning cash for his family.
As part of a donation work.
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From this,i could see that that he really had a huge impact from the overall problem.Moreover,he's still a sec 1.
He's really sensible. Start working,face the social life & work to earn cash for his family.
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From this,i see myself as too pampered. I am really did nothing much compare to the boy. Also,i do envy him,to bring up the courage to pick up jobs at the young age & other of his attributes.We r too bless,we must make use of our life, to the fullest & of course not to take advantage of it.

2009-11-04T20:20:00.003+08:00

O LEVEL IS [s]OVER[/s]

Yea only until 11th then officially over, LOL.

Alright FUCK O LVL PLS!! IM FINALLY SO LIGHT NOW, AFTER WORRYING AND HAVING STRESS FOR IT -.-

English Paper: Okay okay, the passage can be understand-able.
E.Maths Paper 1: Easy, but careless.
E.Maths Paper 2: Easy, but careless.
Amaths Paper 1: Easy.
Amaths Paper 2: Difficult
Science Physics: Easy.
Science Chemistry: Easy.
Geography: Rated #1 Difficult!!
Social Studies: SBQ not so sure, SEQ came out for what i studied.

Alright now im left with chinese paper 1 and 2 on 10th of nov, and 11 nov sci mcq, and yay finally officially o lvl end!!

Yea these few days, was mugging and could'nt online much, cz of o levels, and anw i got new bestfriend forever(bff), which is sammie LOL!!! HAHAH. Alright, and was so bored when studying, and finally the day i wished have came alrd, which is today!! Im so free pls, but got to work from 17th nov, quite fast, ew, but nvm, got money earn can alrd HAHA. And so lonely these few days, cz darling got class chalet from monday to thursday, which is tmr, and meeting darling tmr morning, yes finally! Then going to couple lab purchase ring, ooo. Can't wait for tomorrow to come, HAHA!

Oh okay, gaming madness!!! Bye!!

2009-10-07T15:42:00.005+08:00

Hi there, firstly, alot of things happened today, lulul, lesson was as usual, dragged my feet from bed and woke up, went for a shower, and went to school.

Reach school, first 2 periods Emaths, then do self revision, doing ten year series maths, then after that was english, went to itr3 for lesson as usual, and then after that was chem, went to library to slack there instead of doing revision LOL, cz was chatting with mr luo, and enjoying the aircon there, he was a kind teacher manxz, cz he printed chem notes for us, all the definations etc, and was planning to be giving us physics notes too, after that went to recess, ate prawn noodle, and after that went to itr2 for amaths lesson with miss neo. Afiq bought 3 packs of sweets, then spam eating sweets there while doing Amaths prelim papers, ooo, and we had sweet war LOL, and afiq threw the sweet onto my forehead when he wana threw into my pocket -.-, and because there is a hole in every table, we threw the sweet wrappers into the hole, treating it like a rubbish bin LOL, but in e end when lesson end, still bobian need pickup, haha, and then after that went back to class for chinese, boring lesson man, cz whenever i look at long chinese essays or passages, i will feel sleepy, idk why, maybe thats the reason why i get c6? lolol. Anyway retaking chinese o lvl, hoping for a B4 maybe? lol. And because veh boring, me try my handphone camera taking different effects,and din know that the negative effects will change into another colour, like blue pen change to gold pen LOL, haha, was at there thinking what colour changes with to what colour with brian ~.~ After that dismissed, went to buy mango smoothie at bubbletea shop, then went to spec shop change the rubber thingy and went home, called darling otw home.

Anyway Happy 3rd month anniversary darlingxz! love ya.

Pictures for the day ~.~

And picture of the day is.....

Ah bored, needa complete a composition and needa study physical geography for tmr's mock test, damn it T.T

Anyway its getting nearer and nearer, 19 more days to o lvl, 36 days to end of o lvl :P

2009-10-03T14:48:00.004+08:00

Happy Mooncake Festival~

Yeaaaa, today i herd that the moon will be the brightest at 11.41pm, but its raining badly now, will the clouds hide the moon and preventing it from getting brighter? LOLLLL. Anyway maybe tonight going to relative's house to 'Shang yue' or aka relax and view the moon with mooncakes, or idk how say la LOLLL.

And very sadxz, cannot meet darling for 2 weeks ): , next sunday then meeting her, cz she today went to her aunt's house to shift furniture, and also tmr not meeting as she will be having her n lvl on monday, hurhur x.x

'O' level coming soon, less than 25 days pls, and im so damn relaxing like nothing big is going to happen, from what i think, life must be a relaxing one, too stress ltr ppl sucide and die, sucidal rates are increasing due to stress from studies kk, LOL.

Alright ciaos! Continue tagging peeps.

And i got a secret stalker plx, wtf.

2009-09-30T20:39:00.002+08:00

Earthquakexz!!

Today at about 6.15, there's a mild earthquake occuring in singapore, and i can feel that pls, cz i was like lying on my bed and using the laptop, then suddenly i feel like my movie is moving towards left and right, and i feel like im having a headache, and then after awhile, my friend told me there's a earthquake happening in indonesia LOL.

Darling also thought that how come her chair suddenly move here move there, and she thought got ghost LOLLLLLL joker sotong :P

Alright ciaos!

26 more days to 'o' level.

2009-09-26T15:24:00.003+08:00

Boringxzc Day Today ~.~

What a boring day today, rot at home -.-, anyway had some screenshot of sotong darling drawing in msn LOL, so cute haha.

2009-09-25T22:31:00.000+08:00

What an unlucky day today.

Ricky and darling should know what have happened to me today =.=, hope that tmr will be a better day!

2009-09-24T17:05:00.002+08:00

Graduation Dayxz.

O.O Today went to school as usual, and i think that only got few lessons, which is all before recess, and after recess, went up to the hall for 'O' Level Science Practical briefing and was dismissed at 11.45 to the canteen for the Career Fair 2009, whereby all other poly and ite and shatec etc all displayed their work at the canteen, and after collecting the brochure from the Temasek Poly counter, read the brochure and was attracted to the course Cyber & Digital Security, Games & Entertainment Technology, and as well as Computer Engineering, i had asked one of the staff at the booth of Tp for the cut off point for Cyber & Digital Security as well as Games & Entertainment Technology, and for both, the cut-off point is 18, for computer engineering, i not sure cz i nvr ask, but i knw its at the range of 18 - 19 points, ooo and today, mr chng told us our class position, level position, as well as L1B4 and L1R5, and guess what? My level position last time from 30+ now to 20/41 , and my level position from 70+ to 26, kwel LOL. Anyway if u derno whats level position is about, its about my position among all the secondary 4 express classes.

After visiting all the booths of the poly, we then went up to the hall for graduation ceremony, and got a special card from miss neo, who is my 2nd A-Maths teacher with a small chocolate sweet, as well as a card from form teacher mr chng, writing "When the desires = goals, anything is impossible ". After that watched the awards ceremony, whereby they give out good conduct award, model pupil award as well as star awards, and was quite bored by then, cz students from each class had to say a short speech =.=, and also cannot take out handphone to sms darling, sadddd, and watched a video where it shows pictures in 2008, ooo, after that, we were dismissed to the canteen for the buffet, but too bad, i nvr eat anything there, cz it was like, everyone was rushing for the buffet, and the buffet was like so budget, so i just grab a drink with the clique, while some of them eat the buffet, and went home after that.

Reached home at 4.45, bathed and onlinexz! Intensive revision from tmr onwards in school, damn, sure super stressing alrd!

Anyway pictures!

Countdown to 'O' Levels: 32 more dayxz!

2009-09-23T18:05:00.003+08:00

Hellooooooooooo.

I am finally backxz to blog, so yea, 10 years, 100 years, 1000 years, 10000 years and still counting on, nvr blog liao LOLLLLL.

Anyway thanks to sotong darling for making mi this blogskin, then whenever i hear the ponyo song, i got the mood to blog alrd LOL.

School's boring, and tmr is graduation day, so yea, i think needa stay back in school till in the evening, and wth, our school for graduation day was like quite budget, giving out good conduct award during graduation ceremony?! and giving old chang kee curry puff to everyone, not sure, they say one, tsk budget school lmao. Alright, school's the same daily, and im starting to be stressed over 'o' lvls, damn it, study study study!! but can i? @.@ i just dont have the mood to study, can anyone push me to study instead of watching tv, or walking here and there around the house? LOLL. Thats how distracted im when im at home and when im in school, i just dont bother to listen to teachers who is talking and talking for the whole day -.-, damn boring and sleepy, but no choice still need to listen la lol.

Homework is also piling up, english especially, 2 compre per week + a compo? That's the plan for english, not sure other subjects, but i think its the same with other subjects, everyday revising ten year series etc. Alright bye peeps!

Countdown to 'O' Level: 33 Days.\

P.S: Heard that darling's skirt got curry, darling become indian alrd LOLLLLLL.

New Blogskin. o;

2009-09-22T21:58:00.003+08:00

Hai, Whoever You Are?! -waves.

Yeah, this is Jared's new blogskin, hoho, specially made it for him.
And wonder if he likes it, (his blog song, tsk. LOL.)
Ponyo Ponyo Ponyo Ponyo Ponyo!
Omg, Jared has became a small kid, LOLOLOL. ;x
Hmm, Okay I don't know whether his blog will continue to be dead or alive.
But making a new blogskin for him for funz k, haheho.
You see I veh poor thing you know, his pwnage always pwn me. ):
But too bad, though he pwn me, he still a small kid alright, LOLOL. ;p
Okay, If your friend Jared never blog any post, pester him for me okay? LOL jokes. xD

*sings ponyoponyo*
And I'm Gone.
Sotongxz

2009-09-22T18:17:00.001+08:00

HI PEOPLE!!!!!!!! LETS PARTYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.

I think my blog has been officially dead alrd, sure no one will bother and read my post LOL. Anyway prelims just ended and was quite pleased that i got 19 points for L1B4, however still not quite happy as i know that i can get 15, which is my 'O' level target x.x Anyway mi no need to eat TB medicine anymore! *Yipee! too bad to those who are under medication too LOLLLLLLLL.

Anyway vanny darling iz helping me to change my blogskin alrd, hehe, thanks darling! mi love you 070709 and still counting on! :)

Noobie Jared Ask Me Update.

2009-08-03T20:34:00.006+08:00

Like HI.
Blog dead right? I shall make it alive for him.
LOL, I'm someone else you don't know, perhaps huhu.

People must agree to this point.
Jared is a PIG! Forever one k.
That's why his blog dead, not himself. (but maybe uh?! LOL.) ;p

I wonder if he's gonna kill me, awwwww.
Joking! HAHA. Okay happy nowsxz Jareddddd?! xP
Okay bye, -runs off. :P

<3.

2009-04-04T20:26:00.002+08:00

Hi guys, long time nvr post alrd, had decided to let this blog become 'dead'. Maybe this is my last post for now.. lol.

I shall post breiftly about everything during this month. It was just bad, bad and bad, i almost din attent school for a month, and i miss lessons , etc. After coming out of the hospita, i thought that everything will go normal and smooth sailing. But was shocked when my mum told me that i needa go to the hospital on friday for the sputum test report. On friday, went there with my parents, and was shocked to receive the report from the doctor that i was diagnosed with tb (tubercluosis). Really really really sad then.... After that, i was told to take 6 months of medication, everyday about 9, i took 9 pills for 1 week, after that become 7 pills, but makes no different, cz the 2 pills missing was supa small, like ant.. swallow = like never swallow, haha! And now, every morning i needa go to tampinse polyclicnic to have my medicine, for 6 MONTHS, every morning, need to go there to let them supervise me taking my medicine, like wth, and i will reach sch late at 8+, maybe? lol.. They will give me excuse chit ooo. Okay Okay.

Alright everyone, thanks for all ur concerns about me, and need not worry about me, im fine! Thanks for all ur support , especially friends and brothers n cliques , haha ^^, im really fine. During this period when im down, i really know who are those true friends to me.. I'll really cherish them for life.. True friends are really hard to find, really.. Haha. I'll be back to school next next monday, dont worry class 4j, i knw u guys miss me :P , haha!

ByeBye Blog, continue tagging peeps :)

2009-03-13T13:41:00.005+08:00

Its Blueeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Hiiiiiiiiiii, Its raining and pouring o: , finally blogged like after 3 weeks of mia.. LOL, hehe was busy with school work la, and was banned from com for some reasons -.- , Anyway lets talk about today.. Hmm.. friday, isn't it a good day, last day of sch, and next week a week of school holidays, but not considered holiday, cz on monday, wednesday and friday, needa go back sch, from 8am to like 5pm lol, i rather have normal lessons than holidays, ew..

Ok, Lets talk about today.. Today was learning journey for all sec 4 express class, my class was to go to senoko incineration plant, where waste are destroy there, the 1st thing, when getting out of the bus, was the bad smell, cz alot of rubbish trucks are like, going in to dispose the rubbish in the truck, and the waste will then be processed. Alright we actually reached there at about 8.45, and we waited for the officers there for abt 15 mins, then at 9pm , we were brought to the conference room, and at there, the officers tell us about the process of destroying waste into ash, it was so kwel, the furnance burns like a 1000 degree celsius, loool, and then there was also a place where all waste are stored and the cranes have to carry them up to the furnance, so kwel, after all the talkings from the officers, we proceeded with the tour in the incineration plant.

The first place we gone to is the refuse reception place, where all garbarge trucks are parked there, and they release their waste n rubbish into the big 'tank' , and then i took a peek into the hole and is like wow, the whole tons of waste n rubbish inside there loool, after that we went to the cranes control office, where the staff there had to control the crane and then drop the rubbish into the hole, where the furnance is at, oo. After that we went to the control room, where the staff inside controls everything and make sure all the machines is working well, so high tech pls, when got something wrong, the alarm will sound and then also got television showing the furnance with fire burning the waste o.o, after that we walk down to the place where all the scraps are collected and it was supa fking smelly, dam it, smellier than ur piece of pangsai pls, after that we went back to the conference room, and we are given sovineirs or w/e , dk how spell, like towels, magnets and drinks, and then it was time for us to left the incineration plant, we took class photos with the officer who toured us around the plant, and then left the place

At about 11.25, reached school, and had recessed till 12pm, and went back to class for the collection of report books. But before we can collect the result slips, we had class spring cleanings, i so kind pls, clean 1 of the fans in the class, climbed on jasmine's table.. LOL, haha , anyway after that took back result slips, i passed everything except for combine humanities, i still have the results although i did not took all the papers due to being hospitalised oo, i think they take the results from class test, and my amaths got like 75 lool, if i take the real paper, i bet the result will be worse than this ;\ After that went home

Pictures time ^^ :)

2009-02-27T16:28:00.003+08:00

Hey Friends! Im finally discharged from changi general hospital, after 4 days of holiday at dere
-.- , Ok i'll so called 'share' my experience with people from dat 1 to day 4 hehe.

-Day 1 In Hospital:
Actually before going to hospital, i was told by the clinic doctor to go to have an X-ray so we went to SATA for an x ray and found out that i had phuemonia or smth w/e, then the doctor say i needa go hospital then my parents brought me there. Reached there, registered, then waiting for consultation, after the consultation, found out that i needa be admitted into the hospital, due to the phuemonia, and then was anxious loool, Admitted to Ward class B1, Ward 25, bed 26, and then waited for the porter to bring us up, he then carry a wheel chair and i sat on it, he bring us up to my ward, after going in the ward, found out that the room im staying have 2 friendly malay uncle haha, tot might have a fun time with them lool, After that waited for the doctor to do a checkup for me, o.O , and then the doctor came, he put those circle thingy onto my body then use wire connect, dunno check what, then he insert the needle onto my left hand, and they take my blood samples, they took blood samples from 3 places on my hand, 1 at left, 2 at right, wao that was cruel, loool, blood is precious lmao, After the doctor was gone, they actually qurantine me to another isolation room, wtf, then i was like huh? how come, then the doctor say i might be infected with TB which can be spread, then nehmind, i was pushed to the isolation room, which is like Class Ward A, solo in room with tv etc so shoik hahaha, then went to sleep.

-Day 2 in hospital:
I din really have a good sleep ytd night, cz the light was on, and cnt sleep, only with my hoodies to cover my eyes, and the nurse will come in every 4 to 5 hrs to take my blood pressure and tempreture, and there was an uncle shouting oi oi oi during midnight like wth , lool, then woke up early in the morning, read straits times which they gave every day, and i needa cough my flam out for them to collect , so they can do further test to see if my flam is tested with tb positive or negative, so i was like pushing myself to cough the flam out lool, after that watched tv, and then aunt visited me, haha, my parents were like 247 worried about me, i really think that parents are the most wei da ppl in the world! i love them for accompanying me the whole day when im alone in the ward, cz i can't even go out of the room, people who wana enter the room gotta wear a mask, lool, machiam i got sars like that , CHOY! Okok i tell u smth, their eating time was fabulous there, Lemme list out the time for ya.

9.30am : Breakfast
1.00pm: Lunch
3.00pm: teabreak
6.00pm: Dinner
8.00pm: teabreak

saw that? loool, and they have a variety of food, from western to chinese to malay loool, but i could't eat much , no appitite, hais, then wasted the food there, breakfast only eat 1 bread when they give 2, and eggs and potatos.. LOL, haha what a joke, and i had milo Daily ew, so i hate milos now!

-Day 3 In Hospital:
Same thing again happened like ytd, couldnt sleep, then read straits time, and then ate breakfast , and during the noon, parents came, and knew the 1st result which was tested negative of TB. From my parents eye, i can see that they din really sleep for a few days due to my so called 'infection'. They told me that they have a sigh of relief when they heard that the test was negative proven its not tb, so had to wait for the 2nd and 3rd test which will be out ltr, i heard that i will be going for an xray today and ct scan tmr, yet no x ray for me today aww, only ct scan tmr, and was surprised to see ricky and weijie visited me lool, best brother man! :)

-Day 4 In Hospital:
So 2nd and 3rd test was tested negative, and the nurse then removed the sign which indicates people to wear mask b4 entering, after that at 9.30am in the morning, went for CT Scan, after that at 11, parents came, they went to check with the doctor, CT scan was cleared, and the doctor say i could be discharge today, woohoo, i was happy to hear that, FINALLY AFTER 4 DAYS!! packed up everything there, had my last breakfast in that dam Changi Hospital, and went to take the documents, MC and exclusion for PE etc, and went home sweet home!!

Mc For school is valid till 7 march wao, means stright holidays!!! LOL, and no pe for me for 4 weeks lmao, so cool ryte? haha. Tmr still got flagday , was deciding wana go anot, like so sian, but for the sake of CIP points ~.~

Thanks All these people for all the concerns these few days!
- My Family, and bro for making that card
- Cousins , aunt and uncle
- Weijie
- Ricky
- mingfai
- Zhonghong
- vanessa e nub for pei-ing to sms
- joleen
- vincent
- guojun
- jinxiang
- weiqiang
- those brothers of mine
- Class 4J!
- Dennis
- Yanli

Thanks everyone, Loves! :)

2009-02-17T16:39:00.001+08:00

Hello, smth wrong with my post, ie cnt view my post aww..

2009-02-15T11:11:00.006+08:00

Hello, happy belated valentine's day and happy total defence day today! SCDF will be ringing the alarm at 12.05pm today, lool, dont get excited and jump lmao.. quote from mr nigo hahaha!

Alright yesterday went out with cousins and aunt, went out at 2+ to bugis the peranakan culture restaurant to have high tea there, the food was ok, had laksa and meesiam, and some nyona kuehs lol, reach there at abt 3pm, jus nice the booking was at 3pm, and then when we reach there, only me and my mum was there, hahaha, after awhile fr abt 2 mins or 3 mins, cousin shixuan, siewping and ahdi came, tgt with aunt ah yi and wendy and granny, it was like a gathering lool , after that my bro came too, with the wang lei straw hat lmao, all laughed at him for being a joker loool , then at there eat and eat and eat, and i saw 1 notice, abt wasting a 100g of food will be fined for $3 lool , then whatever we take must eat it down into our stomach without any wastage of food. The irritating part is that whenever we eat finish, the staff there will jus keep our plates and chopsticks etc, and we just have to keep take new plates etc when we want more food lool, anw its a buffet.. from 3pm ate till abt 4.45pm, then we went to bugis, bought my havanas slippers for $32.90, then after that the group splitted alrd, me, siewping and shixuan cousin went to bugis street, they wanted to buy accesories, so i accompanied them, while granny, aunt wendy, ah yi and ah di went to the temple at there, then shopped with siewping and shixuan both cousins for abt 1 hr, haha was quite funny though , they shopped 1 hr for 2 dress, and then was asking me which dress is nicer lool, and siewping blame shixuan for her bad taste of dress hahaha! and then after buying the 2 dress, they wanted to meet back tgt with aunt and granny, while walking, they say i didn't even complain or grumble for their long shopping and say im nice hahaha ty cousins!

Then met back aunt and went to mustafa as siewping wanted to buy her sportshoes there, we walked from bugis to mustafa, hahaha, granny was fit enough! lmao. we walked past little india and the smell was like omg, u knw ya.. LOL, then when we cross the road, it was like, the road is owned by our grandpa hahaha, was dangerous though , got 1 stupid car drive so fast, and everyone was like scolding and looking at that driver in the car, driving sports car lmao, after that reach mustafa, ah di bought a addidas watch for $158, woah, and then went to the shoes department to look for siewping's shoe, but no size, and while they are looking, me, shixuan and ahdi was siting at a corner, and we then chat abt earholes, tattoo etc, lool, after that we went for dinner/supper at st george road, eat zhi char, and home sweet home :)

it was quite a fun day ytd, and wasn't a lonely valentines going out with cousins! Happy total defence day!

Edited; Watch this video, quite nice hahaha! :)

2009-02-10T17:42:00.002+08:00

Hiiiiiiiii, Cleared spotcheck today , ooo, after that went up to class for chinese test, hmm, i think i wont do well for the test, but will pass, haha, hope so, after that was cme lesson, talked abt flag day, ew, like carry a can and ask ppl to donate coins, dam, flag day on 28th feb if im nt wrong lol, then 23th feb need go for flag day briefing, but then 23rd feb is common test eng liao, ewwww , then after that was chemistry, learn new topic electrolasys or smth, dk how spell, and recess over , a maths lesson, did some revision for tmr's differenciation test, and was asking junlong alot of questions, cz i scared fail tmr, loool, hope tmr will pass with flying colours for differention test bah, lmao, after that had physics GCE O LVL SPA, loool, my gradient was totally out from the real answer mr nigo gave us, but then i used the equation given to calculate a, sad need use gradient, aww, anyway after physics spa, stayed back in sch for physics study program, did worksheets, ooo 3 worksheet, is thick and alot de wor, till now then reach home, haha, hungry die

food anyone?? *winks :)